Scratched & Scattered Soul

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Scratched and Scattered Soul

I know I bring lovely light
With me where I go.
Grace always gives me insight,
But I wonder if you know--
How I’ve torn off pieces of me
To help others feel whole.
How I’ve helped them feel free,
Keeping my emotions in control.
With great affection,
I deeply see, feel, and am fully aware
I’m depth in a shallow world of disconnection,
Running out of pieces of me to share.
I need more than a season
To keep being the reason
Someone lights up when they smile.


S. Ambrose, 2022

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